"Some people are settling, some people are settling down, and some people refuse to settle for anything less than butterflies." Carrie Bradshaw
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Bring back that lovin' feeling, 'cause it's gone...gone...gone...woooooah
Dear Kindergarten,
Today I am not in love with you. I am feeling disheartened. Today was a rough teaching day. I hate to say this, but it's not you; it's me. That's right, Kindergarten. I'm giving you the ultimate rejection line. I can't quite explain all of my thoughts and sort them out just yet. Lately I have just had a void. Something is missing. Some joy. Some passion. Some motivation and drive. It makes me sad because I want to love you. I want to love you again like I used to. I have a lot of questions running through my head. Do I want to continue on with you or move on to something new? Do I want to move to something older--1st, 2nd, 3rd, even 4th? Am I ready for a change in teaching or a total career change? Is it the current class of students that you hold that has me down? Do I just need a shot in the heart of the "Kindergarten is the Best" vaccine to cure me of this funk?
Kindergarten, you are beginning to wear me down. You are exhausting. I loathe you during the month of August. You will get better. I keep telling myself that. This year I am having my doubts though. I want things to get better and work out between us. I really do. I still love my job of teaching. I can't see myself leaving you to do anything else. Where else would I go? What else would I want to do? I just want that lovin' feeling back. I want to be excited. For me. For our kids.
I hope things work out soon,
Sarah
Today I am not in love with you. I am feeling disheartened. Today was a rough teaching day. I hate to say this, but it's not you; it's me. That's right, Kindergarten. I'm giving you the ultimate rejection line. I can't quite explain all of my thoughts and sort them out just yet. Lately I have just had a void. Something is missing. Some joy. Some passion. Some motivation and drive. It makes me sad because I want to love you. I want to love you again like I used to. I have a lot of questions running through my head. Do I want to continue on with you or move on to something new? Do I want to move to something older--1st, 2nd, 3rd, even 4th? Am I ready for a change in teaching or a total career change? Is it the current class of students that you hold that has me down? Do I just need a shot in the heart of the "Kindergarten is the Best" vaccine to cure me of this funk?
Kindergarten, you are beginning to wear me down. You are exhausting. I loathe you during the month of August. You will get better. I keep telling myself that. This year I am having my doubts though. I want things to get better and work out between us. I really do. I still love my job of teaching. I can't see myself leaving you to do anything else. Where else would I go? What else would I want to do? I just want that lovin' feeling back. I want to be excited. For me. For our kids.
I hope things work out soon,
Sarah
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Ice cream and cake do the ice cream and cake!
I can't get the Baskin Robbins commercial out of my head. It makes me want to dance. It also has cowbell.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dpzwbcrKDFs
Here is the full version of the song by the Buckwheat Boyz:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NC_gkcplz_4
...and the winner is...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IisEgkIDHXk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dpzwbcrKDFs
Here is the full version of the song by the Buckwheat Boyz:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NC_gkcplz_4
...and the winner is...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IisEgkIDHXk
Where does depression hurt?
Obviously on my face. A Cymbalta (depression med) commercial came on the other day while Emily and I were watching TV. Of course the actors look all sad because they are, well, depressed. Emily said, "Look, Sarah. That's what you look like." Perfect.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
So, I have this pet butterfly...

Meet my pet butterfly, Jutter. Yeah, I don't know. If you know my family and our deal with names, you will just accept it. Don't ask questions.
Jutter likes to visit me when I swim in the pool. He likes to land on me and drink water off my skin. Since butterflies have a lifespan of like, two weeks, chances are it is always a different butterfly that comes to visit me. That's okay. The point is, butterflies obviously love me, and that makes me happy.
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